seduction pt2

seduction is based on lies. fake-ness. on the way things seem, not how they are.

the book states that we look for other people to fill our holes. say if i have a weakness, i will look for someone that has that strength. whether i recognize that's what's happening or not.

this to me now, is true, but is laziness. it seemed natural at first, but in the end it is allowing us to stay weak. and when that person is gone, we're fucked. this should be avoided.

we should take hard looks at our own weakness. we know what we want to change about ourselves. we know we reap what we sow. if we aren't paying attention to what seeds we are planting, we're going to end up with a crazy-ass cluster-fuck.

we are so lacking the focus we need to stay on top of these things. the problem is that it's acceptable. a noble thing for me to set out and change. but i have to be change.

truth is the most important thing. the worst sin against yourself is convincing yourself that a lie, is true. that a wrong, isn't that wrong, and that a past, never happened.

seduction can't be at fault in all of this though. i want to look further into how seduction can be honest. not just oblivious. how can seduction work on a true and noble scale? do they just call that attraction? those two take some careful thinking to determine the differences between them. to see past the "act".