a blog less heavy

i'll write this blog in some more calming colours.

i mostly want to get the serious stuff out of my head, onto the internet. maybe it should be on a piece of paper in a book that no one will read till i'm dead. but that doesn't appeal to me. it's a weight off my shoulders. i'm just very enraptured with how some awesome people changed my life in a dramatic way as far as animals and the environment goes. i've known the same information more or less for a while now, but for me, it took people to get in my face and ask me what i was doing. what are you doing shaun?

what was i doing?

after this last outburst, i think i can relax and reflect a little. it's nice. though some could say "you hardly did anything, you just wrote a long boring blog!" i guess. i guess i'm not punching walmart CEO's in the nuts or lighting fur coats on fire or whatever. maybe only 2 friends read it and think i'm stupider for writing it; i still know what i wrote. it's a tool for me to make sure i stick to what i'm saying. i wonder if others do this too. to keep them on their own toes?